Made it through a good day yesterday, one of the better I’ve had in a while, and today–well, that’s another story. I’ll get through all the “The Forth Be With You” crap and probably remind more than a few people that my 4th of May involved hearing about four college students being shot to death. Yeah, Yoda can bite my ass.
Where to go now, dear Cassidy? How is your new project coming along? Glad you asked–
Yesterday also dealt with the upcoming story, because I was talking a few ideas to some people, and though I’ve joked about how I’m going to just “write smut” so I can make a quick buck or two, I still want this to be a good story. I can’t help it: even my erotica has to be about more than just fucking. I’m strange that way.
For example, when I’m talking about the cabin where my story will take place, I bring up a cabin. What does my cabin look like? Gander to the right, if you will . . . I was speaking with Annie (yes, she was around!) and we discussed how sometimes you have to see something in order to describe it. I’ll admit, I never used to be that way, but when it comes to buildings and apartments and the like, there are times when I need to know how everything is laid out.
I created the interior using Sweet Home 3D, which is a fantastic open source modeling program (check them out, download, and drop them a few bucks for the effort). I only needed a few simple templates to show me how everything is suppose to look, and with the split screen I can design and get a 3D look at everything in real time. (One of the great things I liked was as I moved objects onto the design screen, I’d see them moving around in the 3D screen, and if I adjusted then in modeling, they’d adjust in 3D. It’s like moving furniture in your house, only you’re doing it on a computer with a lot less back strain.)
So now I have a good idea what things sort of look like, so when the action gets hot and heavy, and I need to knock things over because of way too much Sexy happening, I’ll know where the knockage occurs, and how it’s going to break.
It’s not only the look of the story I want right, but I started wondering, late last night, if my mental flow is going the right direction. So I brought up FreeMind and began mapping out my ideas into something logical. This is another open source program I use from time to time, when I need to “think” about how I want a scene–or, in this case, a story–to flow. It’s another great tool if you feel yourself stuck on something and you want to shake your mind loose . . .
I have my thoughts and ideas collected here, as you can see. I know how to read the flow of the picture to the right, and there are arrows to show me where I need to go from one set of ideas to another. I’m not finished laying it out all–after all, I was working on this until about eleven-thirty last night, and the eyes were starting to burn a little–but I’ll have it all worked out and into Scrivener by this afternoon.
There was a point last night when two questions came to mind: one, am I spending way too much time developing a story that’s suppose to be a short (for me), quick, tale of fantasy screwing? Finally, two: is there enough hot sex going down? I mean, yeah, I do erotica, but I also write about characters, and knowing why you wanna get laid is just as important to me as getting there.
Ah, well, perhaps I’m over-thinking this story. Then again, it is my story–
I can do that if I want to, you know.