It’s Liz Parker Time around the casa once more. That can only mean one thing:
I’m writing again.
I say I’m always doing something writing related, but now I’m actually back writing. Slow, yeah, but I’m back. Nothing new, either–unless you consider a rewrite of an existing scene that needs some tuning up and something added a rewrite, well, I’ll take it. I’ve sections of Act One that are in need of rewriting and, in at least two scenes, to be made completely new. There may be more, but I’m getting to them. Because it needs getting to, you know.
There is one good thing to come out of all of this: in deciding to completely redo a scene in Chapter One, something will happen there that will actually tie into a conversation that will happen in–let me look it up–Chapter Thirty-one. It would be Chapter Thirty-two, but I think I can change the time line just a little, move a couple of scenes from there to Thirty-one, and eliminate a chapter. Whee! That means I’ll only have to write forty-two chapters–which, you have to admit, is a lot more geek-lined.
However, getting to that link required thinking about how the story would play out on the other end, and that wasn’t pleasant. Oh, the planning and whatnot is always a lot of fun–usually. There are moments when it’s all a pain in the ass to get everything straight in your head, which is why I always make charts and such to help me along.
No, it’s when you have to get into your kid’s heads and understand why they do some of the things they do.
The scene in question brings up the matter of dreams, which in the world I’ve created are usually a lot more than they seem. Particularly if you’re Annie and Kerry, who seem to have an issue when it comes to a special form of lucid dreaming. These dreams have special meaning to both kids, and for the first time yesterday I thought them out, even made a few notes, because at some point gotta talk about them.
But it wasn’t those dreams that caused issues in these scenes: it was remembering another dream alluded to in Kerry’s dream. It’s something that explains an action he takes in Act One; it explains something that’s been bothering Annie since meeting Kerry. It’s something that ties in something said in Chapter One–something she’ll say a few more times, as if she’s trying to trigger memories.
In bringing up this new dream, however, it pulled out a few memories and feelings of my own, one of which is particularly painful at the movement. And in doing so, I had a full-on crying meltdown.
The upside is I finished the scene, and made notes. One moment I’m all about to fall to the ground crying, and the next I’m trying to set it down in writing. I blame the hormones, which probably did play a big part in what happened last night.
But I’m back writing again. I feel good.
Let see how long this goes.