Here’s it is, early morning outside The Burg, and I just finished a scene and I’m hard at work getting this out. I didn’t get a lot of writing done yesterday, because I spent five hours at the salon having my nails and brows done, and let me tell you, doing the whole manicure/pedicure/brow wax thing is a thing of beauty. It leaves you feeling a lot better about yourself, though you’re usually ready for a nap once you get home. Which I did. Then I got up and turned on My Fair Lady and got about nine hundred words into the scene before I needed to crawl off to bed.
The focus of this scene turns not to Annie and Kerry, but to Helena and Erywin, who are off in their own room while the kids are camped out in theirs. They have things to discuss, and not all of them are mission related. In fact, there is going to be a “what the hell is that?” moment here early on in the scene, so be ready.
How does this start? Like this:
All excerpts, this page, from The Foundation Chronicles, Book One: A For Advanced, copyright 2013, 2014, by Cassidy Frazee)
Erywin watched as Helena emerged from the bathroom and made her way across the bedroom wearing the nightgown she’d given as a present this last Yule holiday. A lovely cream color, the gown dropped to her knees so she could move without hindrance, while the top was low cut front and back and held upon her shoulders with spaghetti straps. Erywin had picked out the gown because of the way it showed off the ta moko on Helena’s shoulders, upper arms, and back.
She’d always found Helena’s ta moko fascinating. She still remembered the first time she’d seen it: the night the bonfires were lit for Beltain. Though there had been plenty of opportunity through their first year together to run off and hide and “show themselves” to each other, they’d stayed up until 23:30 to watch the lighting of the bonfires, and on their walk back to The Pentagram Helena pulled Erywin into a small clearing just off the main path from the Flight School and said that she wanted to let her see something before everyone else saw them tomorrow night . . .
Naughty girls: showing off native markings at twelve. And the line there about letting Erywin see something before everyone else saw them tomorrow night–yes, that gets explained, but not for another two novels. Yes, I suck. But you love it.
This, however, leads up to something a little unexpected, so I’ll just let the scene speak for itself:
As Helena turned around the foot of the bed and Erywin, who knew her partner’s moods, saw the wince cross her face just before she set on the edge of the bed. She reached over and touched the sorceress’ back. “Are you all right?”
Helena sighed. “I’m fine.” Though she tried hard to mask her tone, the weariness in her voice came through.
Erywin slid across the bed and sat to her love’s left. “You don’t sound fine.” She bent forward a little and saw the pained looked on Helena’s face. “You’re hurting.”
“Not more than I have before.” Helena rolled up the heme of night gown, exposing her thighs. She ran her fingers across her thighs as she released the enchantments and winced once again as the nerve endings tried to compensate for of the sudden lack of sensation.
Before Helena could act Erywin was off the bed and half-knelling before her partner. “Sit back and let me—” She gently removed the right leg from Helena’s thigh and set it against the wall, then did the same with the left. Erywin laid her hands against the remains of Helena’s legs and crafted a soothing spell she’d learn long ago. “Better?”
Helena nodded. “Much.”
Erywin pulled down the nightgown, draping it over the truncated thighs. “Cuddle?”
Helena flashed her warmest smile. “Yes.” She pushed herself back against her pillow while Erywin retook her place on the bed, softly settled Helena against her body, and wrapped her right arm around her partner’s waist.
Neither spoke for almost five minutes while Erywin’s left hand lightly touched Helena, bringing her comfort and protection. When she found it necessary to speak, Erywin only wanted to confirm what she already knew. “Phantom pain?”
“Yes.” Helena folded her hands across her lap and continued to enjoy the attention. “A little worse than usual, but nothing I haven’t felt before.”
“You should go to have your legs regenerated.” Erywin pressed her face against Helena’s newly cleaned hair and breathed in her scent. “You’ve promised me for the last four years you’d get it done.”
Helena knew she wasn’t going to get out of this conversation easily. “I know.”
When I started designing Helena a long time ago–really, way back in 2011–I’d decided then that she’d find herself involved in a horrible situation that would result in a life-changing event. I’ve hinted at the event at the end of Act One, though I’m not sure I posted that moment as an excerpt. I’ve also left a few clues that there was something different with Helena’s legs: she always wore pants, she was never seen running, and the one time she wore a skirt, some observant geek kid remarked that it seemed a little longer than it should be.
Now everyone knows The Mistress of All Things Dark; she’s a double amputee, and it’s only through a combination of magic and technology that she can walk. The event that caused her to become this way will get explained in this novel, even in this part. I wouldn’t leave people hanging.
There’s a slight discussion about a medical procedure that Helena has promised herself for years but never gotten around to doing, and then Erywin gets into the reasons for the pain:
Erywin stroked Helena’s hair. “So tell me, my pretty girl, why the pain? What has you bothered?”
“What makes you think I’m bothered?” She looked out the window and took in the city. “Do I look bovvered?”
“I’d have to see your face.” Erywin chuckled as she hugged Helena. “But something is bothering you; that’s the only time you get phantom pains, when something is bothering you. And it’s been bothering you for the last month.”
Helena saw no point of hiding her concerns now. “The operation. I always worry when I’m on one.”
We also pick up in the last part here that both Erywin and Helena are fans of Lauren Cooper. I’ll leave that to you to look up. But what is wrong with the operation? What has Helena bovvered?
“I thought there wasn’t anything unusual about this one.” A slight worry began playing inside Erywin.
“There isn’t. But even after I’ve read every report, covered every contingency, thought of every possible problem, I continue to wonder if I’ve missed something.” She slowly shook her head. “Everything is a knowable unknown: the people we’re observing, the location, even us.” Helena turned her face upwards toward Erywin’s. “We’re the biggest knowable unknowns.”
“Because three of us are new at this?” This continued to be Erywin’s biggest fear, that her complete lack of experience was going to hinder the operation.
“I’m new at this as well; I’ve never had to handle two A Levels in the field before. It’s not just everyone else.”
“It’s wondering how we’re going to do as a team if things go tits up and we find ourselves deep in the shite.” Helena clutched Erywin’s hand. “That’s the greatest knowable unknown of them all.” She cut off Erywin before she denigrate herself and her abilities further. “You were at the heart of The Scouring at the school, and you were Vicky’s second on patrol and air assault during the Day of the Dead: don’t tell me you can’t do this.”
If there’s one thing that Erywin keeps ignoring, it’s just how bad ass she can get when duty calls. During the Scouring she zapped her fair share of bad guys, and you can bet she was zipping around the school during the Day of the Dead killing Deconstructors and Abominations alike with that big gun she turned on Wednesday. She might not be the sorceress her life partner is, but don’t cross her; she’d probably do you in without a second thought.
That leaves just one last thing–well, two actually:
“Yeah.” Erywin lightly ran her fingers over the ridges of Helena’s ta moko. “That leaves those two in the other room. Any concerns there?”
“And that is?”
“Hoping they can handle what comes after if we have to turn them loose.” Helena lay back as far as she could and stared at the ceiling. “Everything else is secondary.”
What does Helena mean by “turn them loose”? Are they going to be in a Loverboy video? Far from it . . . I think you know what she means, so no need to elaborate.
Up next: We switch over to the other room, and see if Annie is still wearing the pants in this relationship . . .