It’s interesting that just a few days ago I was talking about using Nukemap to figure out explosions for my story, and all of a sudden both Time and io9 are talking about the 3D version of the site, which does let you see what your home town looks like with a mushroom cloud rising overhead. Of course the site is down at the moment, ’cause everyone is busy nuking their old schools, or their last job, or the home of the significant other who gave them heartache. Enjoy that W-76 in your corn flakes, butthead.
I finished the part of my story dealing with the, let us say, battle I had there. I started writing yesterday morning after posting yesterday’s musings, and thirteen hundred words later I finished everything with a good mauling. Really, someone had their face eaten by a lioness, which isn’t the worst way to go, unless that lioness also happened to be an instructor who the foolish character in question had done nothing but piss off for the last two years. That’s when your face gets eaten. It’s worse than being mauled by a bear, let me tell you.
I even managed another three hundred words late last night to show things getting a little back to normal, though there are some whispered tales of what’s happening and who died. The end is close by, and the story will probably end up hitting the fifty thousand mark when it’s all said and done.
The thing is, I feel no need to rush and finish the story before the end of the month. If I do, I do. If not, I’ll finish it the first week in August. I met my Camp goal, and surpassed it. I even feel proud that I managed another novella if not a short novel. Beyond that, however, I feel a bit burned out and a whole lot of stressed. Some of that comes from things in my life, some from things online.
Either way, there are changes coming for me, for I need them. I need to walk away from distractions, and get more serious about this craft I’ve chosen. As soon as this story is finished, I’m thinking my way through on how to make things . . . different. Whatever the hell that means, you know?
As I was told once, if you wanna feel professional, you gotta be professional. The time for acting is over. Besides, I received my first royalty payment from Amazon yesterday, and it was enough to make me smile. So the possibility of breaking through is still there. I just gotta reach for it.
Lastly, since I’d finished my writing early yesterday, I thought I’d jump into blender and start fooling around with modeling out The Great Hall and The Pentagram as they are described in the current story. Despite not really knowing what I’m doing, just having the vision in my head and a few layouts I’ve developed.
Imagine my surprise when I finally get it all set up in 3D and . . . whoa.
I’ll show you tomorrow.